uh-oh

I may have had a minor freak out today. okay a major freak out. okay it was a major major freak out. do not judge me sir! welllllllp, heres the story: my father and i were talking about if i should do a 1099 or w2 form (work/tax forms) and we were just going back and forth about and then he said "how. do. you. know.?" and it wasnt just like "how do you know" no no no no it was the "how. do. you. know.?" its like when you dont get something and people spell it out for you like your stupid, well that apparently bothers me because something snapped. i lost it. the crazy came out. and all the sudden im yelling about how my dad and sister talk to me like im stupid. oh gosh looking back your like whooooooaa your loco. YOU NEEDA CHILLL LADDY. seriously looking back im like

"who acts like that.... oh that would be me..."

so not my finest moment. and on top of that i had to go to work and two things ... 1. you dont wanna get out of your car crying and walk into work, because then everyones like "whats wrong?" and that i know bothers me, so im already fearing another freak out. 2. i spilled coke on my shirt -____- my goodness could this day get any worsssee!!?!?!? luckily my lil sis brought me a shirt. i wish i could reinact my thank you. it was wonderful, im acting so matturily today.

and now, wanna no whats going on now? my boss is telling me to watch this video of a weird man licking his eye. apparentely its hilarious... i just dont get it. so its been a wonderful day so far. thank goodness for blogs that allow me throw up all my words.