its a spring day :)

yaaaaaaay today is beautiful!!! its putting me in such a good mood!
im online shopping, and just had a fantabulous idea! :
i can sell my old clothes on ebay in a make mulaa, so i can go summer shopping :)
also i come home in 11 days!! aahhh i cant wait :) weeeeehee
whats on the menu for today? NOTHING :)

so heres a few summer dresses i like ....also if anyone wanted to donate them to the "Taylor's Poor and Wants Clothes Foundation" i will not object!

i LOVEEE SUMMER dresses!
words cannot describe, my love for summer dresses! woohooo thats all i have for yall!
im gonna do something.

xoxo, much love,
sassy today.

denver, co.

you know those days, that are just uhhhh. ya those ones?
just uhh. not good. not bad. i've been having a lot of those.
idk what to think of them..actually they are thinking days.
i just think about the most serious, stupid, and girly stuff.
right now: im listening to jason mraz<3 :) mmmm. he just makes me so happy!
i miss zackary a lot, some days are just hard on a couple. especially a long distance couple.
tanya (another student) told me if you can survive long d, you can survive anything.
were surviving :) not only that but i think its actually been good for us!
[just got an itch that i scratched for a good minute]
2 things:
1. the rodeo is going on in houston, boyfriend is at the cook off and everyones posting pics in there new sun dresses and boots<3 ...jealous much? why yes, yes i am. dont judge me!
2. the students of ravenclaw partcipated in a missions trip this weekend, in Denver! it was ...intresesting. pros and cons. GO> cons: we stayed and served at an emergent church. a woman is the pastor. dont get me wrong, woman should particpate in the church, but i feel like it is pretty clear that women are NOT called to be pastors. A man should lead the church, a symbol how a man should lead the household. now the PROS :) >we got to do a pray walk through Denver and just pray for the people we saw (sidenote: tim bought our family group all hot coco, much appreciate!)  then we got paint the church we were staying at and i must say i l<3ve painting, i sooo hope to be an interior decorator! that was super fun and through that and the rest of the weekend our school definitely got a chance to bond! its was greaat! now time to do homework!
oh one last thing i come home soon :) yaaay and i get to stay 12 days! :)

much love,
sweet today.

emotional. physical. and any other way. PART DOS.

hmm. the draining is over. i was revived by my sweet mommy and roomy. after a long talk with mommy. i have once again realized i dont know everything. not even close. i know so little. and i have to say being really affrimed in the fact that i am my daddys most important priority is really important in every girls life. (brothers, fathers, and sons remind your girls of this...wether its sister, mommys, or daughters). well long story short. i love my roomy and mommy. mommy is definietly someone who can honestly say shes been there and counsel me and my roomy just has so much wisdom :) i love them both and thank you both for talking with me. xoxo i'll edit later and add on, but for now ITS WORK DAY TIME!

things allie sue has gotten me into...

or at least got me more into
-wide legged trousers
-updos/teasing
-classier style
-God
-using my wisdom to pour into others (as little wisdom as that is)
-its okay to not be the sterotypical christian girl/kid
-maturity
-lovelovelove (a deeper, more serious love, than just a shallow friendship love)
-sarcasm.. okay thats a lie i was sarcastic before

bottom line: i love you roomie, and your blog atthewestend.blogspot.com. :)

emotional. physical. and any other way.

woooh the past few days have been emotionally draining, which has let in to being physically draining.
but it was a good thing. :) i love my mommy and my daddy but being away from them makes it really hard when were upset with each other. the one thing i have learned (mostly because my momma tells me) is that to my daddy there is nothing more important than my safety (physically, emotionally, and any other way).
like my momma says "you are his first born and there is nothing that will stand in the way of him protecting you". my father is such a Christ like man i sometimes have no idea how to respond. when i had made some EXTREMELY horrible choices and when other people couldnt even look at me, he and only he pulled me into his arms and reminded me that i was loved and that nothing i could do would change that. it makes me tear up to think about that.
wooh okay on to a lighter subject..
its my roomies birthday tomorrow and i cant wait to give her, her presents!! :) she's such a sweet girl, i love her soo muchhh<3 shes has become "one of my people"
[sidenote: my mom calls family and close friends her people mostly in casual settings like when were leaving a resturant.."all my people, lets go". its for the closest only] it totally reminds me of home and another way im becoming more and more like my mommy :)
i hope to continue to be like her the older i get! <3 she is amazing!!
well yaay yaay class is starting in 30 min! and we have a speaker, ray tell us about worldviews and its really cool -totally intrigues me! im obsessed. and sometimes my sweet friend, aaron lets me sit by my friend, rachel and we make goofy comments and keep the class entertaining! :)

thats all for now,
much love,
feeling sweet

quick note!

NICOLE WAS FOUND!! PRAISE GOD!!
she is now home and safe with her family!!
thanks for the prayers!!
also i just cleaned my room and im about to go do hw
yay for accomphlishment!
also i talked to my mommy :)

much love,
feelin sweet :)

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OMG MOST IMPORTANT NEWS! my friends sister is missing, her name is Nicole she has chin length brown hair, regtangular shaped glasses, 5'3, 135 lbs., she's only 15, last seen in Cypress, Texas!
please keep them in your prayers!
okay.... today has been eh. not so great. :/ i hate days like that.
this morning was fabulous, i made cupcakes :) NOM NOM NOM!
but then the awful subject of my debit card was brought up. i overdrafted.. yuck!
a sweet sweet friend helped me out and got the nsf taken away! LOVE YOU!!
but my parents are still pretty ticked, rightfully so :( if you read this im sorry!!
uggggh growing up stinks sometimes!! well i applied at a temp. agency for the summer.. YAAY FOR WORK! i hope i get to be a cute secretary or something! :) thats basically what i applied for.
im trying to put my mind at peace, but i hate when people are made at me and i know i know its just a part of life, not everyones going to like you blah blah blah. but when the people you love are mad at you, it hurts. well i guess its not when their mad... that i can deal with, but its being ignored. i dont like that.
hm.. im debating on saying this but i definitly think its immature to just ignore people unless your at an agreement that you just dont like each other, but when your mad you should definitly take time to cool down before you talk... but im mean DANG how long do you need to cool down, people!! ugggh.
so im kinda sorry that i have just been complaining, thas awful of me! okay looking on the brightside..
I WILL LEARN FROM THIS EXPERIENCE!.. well hopefully. hehe ;)
i need to make a budget and then send it to mommy and daddy and then stick to it!
and for this summer, i need a money plan asap! oaky well i have fellowship tonight yaaay!
dinner time... oh and ALLIE'S BIRTHDAY IS ON WED!!!!!   nbd. ;)

2/19/11 starting at 4:15

so, im bored. whats with that word? bored. boring. bore.
well anyways its saturday, the first saturday at Ravencrest that I have had nothing to do and my roomy, A is gone, thats probably why i have nothing to do. she is so entertaining, together we can make fun out of nothing. so im listening to music and i wanna download some more but it takes FOREVER here! so i gave up on that idea.
yaaay only 19 days till i'm home, but till then im getting ready for fellowship on Sunday- it's my families turn.
[sidenote: for those of you who have never attented ravencrest (aka ravenclaw, the claw) we have these groups called families and we usually read something in the bible or a book and discuss it on wed mornings, our families also switch off weeks leading our sunday night fellowship, its just like music-sometimes a game and usually someone or a few people talk. its pretty awesome. it allows the students to get creative and share something on our hearts] me and sarah are making baking a special suprise.. NOM NOM NOM :)
im having one of those off days, like i feel like nothing looks good on me and all the im doing is pointless but oh well its a lazy saturday- what more could i ask for!? right! right?... ;)
-one day i will write a whole post with proper grammer and punctuation, for now im sticking to this
so heres a few fun questions feel free to comment and answer:
favorite thing to do on a nice day?
favorite thing to do on a rainy day?
favortie color?
birthday?
whats your view on marriage? (we all have someone, never wanna get married, ect)?
whats your view on gay marriages?
whats your view on abortion?
whats your view on God?
whats your view on dating?
these are toughys, i know. i was just thinking about some of these.
my answers: lay by the pool; cuddle and watch movies/sleep; purple; jan. 28; im not sure yet, but i know i'm getting married; gay marriages im still not 100% sure on that, as of now i believe God made us to be man and woman but he gives us the choice to make those decisions, and really all decisions, so i think we should allow gay marriages; im 100% pro life the difference in this choice and allowing gay marriages is that, abortion is harming another child of God. let me be very clear on this: I AM NOT OKAY WITH THE HARM OF ANY OTHER PERSON, BELIEVER OR UNBELIEVER. [woo i just kinda passionate]; neeexxxxxtt God is my heavenly father and i should be doing my best to living a life to serve Him. although i fail more often than not; last oneeeee.. dating hmmm, well if it was anytime before this past october i would have said if yall like each other just date, its not that complicated. but since then (and yes im gonna turn this into a God thing) i have definitly had time to thing on it.. i dont want to date unless were pursuing marriage, eventually. now dont get me wrong you dont need to talk about it right away but you should be dating to see if you could eventually marry this person. important also i think you should hold your weaknesses between each other, unless seeking counsel like when im having a dating problem i go to an older couple or person who's been through it or a close friend. not anyone i have dated or thought of in that way. but someone i could trust to keep that between me and themselves. now like i've said i fail at this sometimes and im got in a vulnerable moment, but its been my experience that i have regretted allowing that person into that secret details of my relationship. anyways this has been kinda difficult.. and definitly is making me think more.. not good or bad nessarcily. just think.
im not exactly sure why i asked these questions but i would definitly enjoy some feedback, if you feel comfortable. but be respectful ;)
as for now i havent taken my eyes of this screen for 15 min and i really need to get started on homework and fellowship things.
wooo HAPPY SATURDAY! i think coming soon... my testimony? ehh idk. maybe.

much love,
feeling pretty sweet today.

the people i love



daddy, me, mommy, chocho







allie, my roomie :)










boyfriend, zack

 

2 in 1 day.

lets just be clear this will probably not be the norm.
so i'm in class and i admit- well confess, i feed my self-diagnosed, ADD, but blogging is fun!
but seriously this class is boring. i love the bible, dont get me wrong, best book ever written.
but im bored. God never said Christianity will always be excited, in fact sometimes its just living, a norm life.
the more i write, the more i sound like my momma- this is a great thing. when i grow up i wanna be just like her! seriously, if you dont know her, get to know her-she's incredible. (forgiving, kind, sweet, blunt, smart). whats not to love.. oh well when she's always right and i have to come back and tell her. thats a little annoying, but that means im maturing right? lets hope so. because that happens often.
currently im at an age where i think i know everything in the moment, then after that moment or night or action. i find out i know little, maybe nothing.. okay probably nothing.
wow i am ADD- my roomie just left class and i was so off for like 2 min. i started thinking about her shirt (its a dealthy hallows [harry potter] shirt), then i started thinking how tight that would be if that was a reality, but kinda scary. then i looked at my teacher and realized he probably knows im so far from class. maybe not that bad but still i go off on little rants all the time.
anyways, back to the bible. its so cool in some way, some ways a little frightening, but i just remember that God protects me. seriously though the things that happened back then are kinda cool- prophecies, that'd be a nice gift. i hope that when we get our new bodies i can fly- idk why that is so fascinating, but it totally is.
uhh i miss home. lots. i miss the smell of our house -(mostly the laundry room because it always smells amazing)- i really miss my mom, i try not to call her so much because well 1. we have no time 2. i feel like it'll make me miss her more. daddy, if you read this i miss you too, lots! your hugs are the best on a bad and as much as it annoyed me when you use to pat my back, i miss that the most. why? why! WHY!? did i take that for granted. choshie baby (my sister), i miss you too! dont worry my wardrobe misses you too! your so funny, i love when we randomly stay up till 3 am giggling, dancing, singing, talking? all those wonderful things. you are so important to me dont forget that ever!! now, last but not least, zackary! i miss you too, i talk to you more but that definitely makes me miss you more! lol but i dont wanna not talk either-it's weird how that happens. your too good to me! i love yall so much!!!
yes i said yall- im from texas, what did you expect. my ravencrest friends things texas isnt the greatest place on earth... oh are they mistaken. so nieve.
well this has been quite long, and pointless, but at some points its mindlessly entertaining. :)

being sweet and a litte sassy,
tay

rules people. lets keep it civil.

first, no judgement. this a place of expression. gosh. i sound like a hippie.
second, i dont bash you, so you dont bash me.
third, enjoy, laugh- at me? with me? which ever you prefer!

much love.
feeling a little more sassy than sweet today.